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Aug 21, 2014

My ❤️ �� from my Godmother! �� to Mummy Ida ��

via Instagram

Extra cheese nachos. Black Book. Neddy.

I can be cheesy too you know. You'd probably need to go through my shiny diamond exterior first to get through my cuddly teddy inner self.

In fact I'm super cheesy that it is uncomfortable for me to be totally open about it.

So like all cheesy people I have a couple of really cheesy hobbies. And one of that cheesy hobby is that I have (since god knows when) been collecting and compiling quotes and poetry into my super secret Black Book Journal. So basically I wrote selected quotes and other poetry in between my journal entries here and there that spreads out according to the emotional turbulence that is my entire life.

While I was reading my cheesy Black Book tonight I came across this piece that I feel is just super selfish of me to not share it to the world.

Readers/Lovers/Friends/Families...I just feel that I don't express my feelings and things quite the way normal people should. But I can assure you I do have a heart under this tin can of mine. In fact I love you like I love life and (my many) dreams itself. And like a Bitchy dork that I am I rather post this for you

So world here it is, enjoy:

To Live is to prepare goodbye
For loneliness is a friend, who will not betray
Shiver not in the pouring love, instead buy an umbrella
Believe not in happiness, even in the passions of love
Confess not your love, even if you would die for it

For love is like a season, it comes and goes to decorate life's boredom
The moment you call it "Love", it melts away, an ice sculpture
Goodbye, someday

Happiness last not forever, as despairs lasts not forever
Somedays, there is 'Goodbye'
Somedays, there is 'Hello'
At death, some look back on being loved while some look back on having loved
I shall look back on having loved

- Takao Manako from Sayonara Itsuka

Kuss Kuss Cherie

Aug 17, 2014

Himidlow Brow Face Wash. Kys me my itty lil kitty

Bonjour mon cherie! 


Been meaning to do  this for a while but I'm super super duper busy. I have no excuse but please don't flogged me. I wuvv and need you...

Therefore I made this really invaluable review to get in your good graces again. A GOOD SKIN IS AFTER ALL the perfect canvas for make up and for going Au Naturale. And of course some peanut dish topics to talk about.


What you want is glowing, poreless and healthy skin that can be done with the right cleansing and veggies and water devoured 24/7 daily.

But of course you need the right stuff. And I think this is the best stuff that one can find in the market.

Lo Brow. I do not know much and still pending results:

Purpose face wash was suppose to be better than cetaphil. And around $6 per bottle it is a bargain and last a while. Not to mention it contain less chemicals than cetaphil.


Mid Brow. Used it for awhile and mehh it is ok I guess. 

Like all gentle cleanser it always feel like you have not that clean feeling. But this is just okay in general but I know a handful of people who loves this.


Hi Brow. Used it for awhile and love it.

Its creamy so it might not be others cup of tea. But I just realize that my face works well with a face cleanser tool and so this works well with the face scrub I use. But I do love this and I have a feeling that this would pair well with Purpose for the Hi and Low Brow mix I like. But around $30 per tube..

Sothy's Du Matin


I am going to love ya. Until you hate me

Owh revenge.

There is so many way to annihilate the target of your poisonous affection. I mean death is just to swift and easy. What you want people in revenge is it to be serve frozen cold.

I am talking humiliation, streams of tears, and smithereens soul crushing tragedy.

And like any good girl who were raised by the First Wife/Trophy Wife Club there is no venomous and sharper knife than those that belongs to a wronged lady. And there is no war that were started by some Dumb Slut/Bimbo that cannot be ended by a Crazy Lady

Yes a version of my psychotic self has finally mitosis and reach its momentous turn.

(God please forgive me for being an ungraceful girl, I promised you to be good last month but I just can't stand it and so I thought I took a Big Sarcastic Bite)


You said you were a crazy Badass.

You lied about being right, to the point that you believe in it yourself.

You played victim even when clearly you are just taking the opportunity to get what you want without even giving a thought of others that you could hurt, like a little child.

I was wronged to naively give a chance to you but I learn fast.

But really you shouldn't have play family....

And clearly you are forgetting something else as well: I am Always and Forever will be the A+ Biatch between us.

But first let me be a shallow petty lunatic cray cray who can finally scratch her 7 years itch: YES!!! YES!! Yess!!! Yesssssssssss!!!!! .... I Won.

Rest in peace Ahole. I look forward the day when I can see your face and savor Karma's gifts.

But till than while everyone is mourning for Robbie Williams I will mourn you. I hope you love the flowers I sent you all the way from YouAssAndAyyy. The color suits you well now :)

Kuss Kuss Cherie

Aug 7, 2014

A dream. A Perfectionist. Head out of Bum. But I won't.

Happy Eid!

I sorta took a break for the Ramadhan month since my mummy would probably have a heart attack with all the crap I would write. But anyways I am back!!!

Hosted a small, private dinner party with people from the university linguistic department, and international/jet set/intellectuals enthusiast. Very civil and non-crazy. Filled my days with productivity.

I guess my my "eloping-to-Thailand-with-Transexuals" and "Concerts-trotting" days are officially over! Or not. . .

Like duh I am still young doik! Why would I change my current life for diapers and in-laws? Ugh god no. 

You guys can procreate all you want but if there is another mini me the world ain't that big for anotha QueenB like me. 

I am so fab and glam for anything less. But what if I couldn't made it? Oh my god I work my bum off and god knows how summer is like my much needed long over due vacay!! 

No. No. No. No NO. NOO!

I know my friends and family say that I daydream too much. But it is not daydreaming if you work for it. I mean that is why you have dreams right so that you would work for it. 

And not just say/write it on 'things-I-want-to-do-but-DIDN'T' LIST ..or say rant in blogs....

I mean I have done almost every thing that people say I couldn't do and did it anyways. Like why is a tiny bump in the future would deter me. 

When I was in 6th grade some douche say I am too dumb and lazy to get into 1st class. Guess where I a went to school for high school?
People say Im pudgy, I lose weight.
My dad says go to Medical School. I went into Econs. 


One is to piss them off. Second to prove myself wrong. 
People say I am not that.. I just have to prove them wrong.
I am just to stubborn for anything what people tell me to do anyways. 

And obviously I am too oblivious about other people that all I think about is (working on) myself. 
Yes I can see myself in the future.
Just myself on top of a BIG pile of money. 
My dream is to one day have so much money that I could do a Scrooge Money Dive. 

And help the poor and needy and myself. I mean seriously like have you seen how sad some people are like? I get so depressed when reading stuff online. And since Steve Jobs is not doing anything (apart from being dead) I guess I should do something right?? And hello I neeD constant supply of Lancome Mascara owhkay...

Yes throw me the materialistic title or whatever at me. I'll have you know I am willing/want to worrk for my sucky sucky Dollah love me long time ok. 

Ever since I was a little girl I know how I want my life to be like. 

I want a loft studio looking place with cool art sculptures and art collection and cool CD's and LP's collection. And a closet filled with top notch beauty regimen and designer collection shoes and outfit. And a mini library office where I would do work for my milyawns and record my perfectly diverse asset portfolio that would make Alan Greenspan cry. Plus a greenery area where I would host dinner and afternoon tea and yoga.  And I am in walking distant to organic chicken and wild fish and fresh fruits and vegetables or at least I am in an area where I can hail cab easily and have Car Services on speed dial. 

Retiring? Heck no I would probably love my own thing that I don't want to quit. I'll just be uber cool and chic classy all the time. With a vibe of Anna Wintour. A splash of Cinderella. And a sprinkle of Tinker bells magical dust. . . .

Mon ami